Jesus, my Lord and Savior, what can I give you in return
for all the favors you have conferred on me? I will take from your hand the cup
of your sufferings and call on your name. I vow before your eternal Father and
the Holy Spirit, before your most holy Mother and her most chaste spouse,
before the angels, apostles and martyrs, before my blessed fathers Saint
Ignatius and Saint Francis Xavier – in truth I vow to vow, Jesus my Savior,
that as far as I have the strength I will never fail to accept the grace of
martyrdom, if some day you in your infinite mercy should offer it to me, your
most unworthy servant.
I bind myself in this way so that for the rest of my life
I will have neither permission nor freedom to refuse opportunities of dying and
shedding my blood for you, unless at a particular juncture I should consider it
more suitable for your glory to act otherwise at that time. Further, I bind
myself to this so that, on receiving the blow of death, I shall accept it from
your hands with the fullest delight and joy of spirit. For this reason, my
beloved Jesus, and because of the surging joy which moves me, here and now I
offer my blood and body and life. May I die only for you, if you will grant me
this grace, since you willingly died for me. Let me so live that you may grant
me the gift of such a happy death. In this way, my God and Savior, I will take
from your hand the cup of your sufferings and call on your name: Jesus, Jesus,
Jesus!
My God, it grieves me greatly that you are not know, that
in this savage wilderness all have not been converted to you, that sin has not
been driven from it. My God, even if all the brutal tortures which prisoners in
this region must endure should fall on me, I offer myself most willingly to
them and I alone shall suffer them all.
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