John Predmore, S.J., is a USA East Province Jesuit and was the pastor of Jordan's English language parish. He teaches art and directs BC High's adult spiritual formation programs. Formerly a retreat director in Gloucester, Massachusetts. Ignatian Spirituality is given through guided meditations, weekend-, 8-day, and 30-day Retreats based on The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius of Loyola. Ignatian Spirituality serves the contemporary world as people strive to develop a friendship with God.
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Saturday, September 29, 2012
Prayer: John Bosco
The fulfillment of every law, the totality of Christian virtue, according to St. Paul consists in charity. You raise yourself toward God in proportion as you perfect yourself in this heavenly virtue.
Friday, September 28, 2012
Spirituality: Ignatius' surrender to God
The way in which Ignatius surrendered himself to God was unique to his experience:
Ignatius is the only saint known to have dedicated himself [or herself] utterly to God by a vigil of arms. The idea had come to him from an old romance, but the deed itself transcended all ceremony, and was an act of supernatural love, inspired by heaven.
(James Brodrick, Saint Ignatius Loyola, p. 86.)
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Birth Anniversary of the Jesuits
On September 27, 1540, at the Palazzo San Marco in Rome, Pope Paul III signed the Bull Regimini Militantis Ecclesiae that established the Society of Jesus as a new religious order of the Catholic Church.
Ignatius of Loyola and his companions had made their way to Rome in October 1538, to offer their priestly services to the Pope. As they were about to be dispersed by the various missions given them by the Pope, the question arose as to whether they wished to remain spiritually "one." After prayer and discussion they decided positively, as Christ had brought them together, they felt it was His will they remain united. A charter was proposed to the Pope, which was received favourably and ultimately given solemn approval in this Regimini Militantis Ecclesiae of 1540. The final approval, with the removal of the restriction on the membership number, came in the bull Exposcit Debitum of July 21, 1550 issued by Pope Julius III.
Ignatius of Loyola and his companions had made their way to Rome in October 1538, to offer their priestly services to the Pope. As they were about to be dispersed by the various missions given them by the Pope, the question arose as to whether they wished to remain spiritually "one." After prayer and discussion they decided positively, as Christ had brought them together, they felt it was His will they remain united. A charter was proposed to the Pope, which was received favourably and ultimately given solemn approval in this Regimini Militantis Ecclesiae of 1540. The final approval, with the removal of the restriction on the membership number, came in the bull Exposcit Debitum of July 21, 1550 issued by Pope Julius III.
Prayer: John of the Cross
Live
in faith and hope, though it be in darkness, for in this darkness God protects the
soul. Cast your care upon God for you are God's and God will not forget you.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Twenty-Sixth Sunday in Ordinary Time
September 30, 2012
Numbers 11:25-29;
Psalm 19; James 5:1-6; Mark 9:38-48
Similar disputes arise in the Book
of Numbers and Mark’s Gospel. Joshua, the longtime aide of Moses, is miffed
because Eldad and Medad are prophesying in the camp and he wants them to stop.
These two men are not in the prescribed gathering when the spirit of God
descends on those chosen by Moses, but they receive a share in the spirit just
the same. The spirit does not conform to their ideas. Moses prudently responds
to Joshua, “Would that all be prophets? Would that the Lord bestow his spirit
on them all.” Moses sees that Eldad and Medad are taking responsibility for
their faith and are acting with good stewardship.
In the Gospel, John brings up the
same concern. He and others see another person driving out demons in the name
of Jesus and they try to stop him to no avail. This other man is not initiated
into discipleship in the same way as they have been and they feel their
authority is usurped. Belonging to a group means that one has power to include
and set parameters for membership or to exclude and set conditions for joining
an enterprise. The disciple John is perplexed because he knows the man is doing
what is good and right, but he is still “the other.” Jesus replies, “Whoever is
not against us is for us.” He views the larger strategy in terms of building up
the kingdom of God rather than being concerned for his own authority.
A major question raised by these
readings is, “how well do we let other people be themselves?” It is good for us
to learn to let ‘the other be other’ and it is not easy. It is natural for us
to make others extensions of ourselves. In fact, we often want to control
another person’s behavior to such a degree that we deprive them of their
essential independence. For instance, if we delegate a task to someone, we are
annoyed if the other person does not do it as we would or on our same schedule.
We want the person to value the task as highly as we do and we want it done according
to our methods because it has worked well for us before.
This is not a healthy way to
proceed. Jesus tells us in the second paragraph of the Gospel that we are not
to cause another person to sin. Sin is caused by the attitudes we hold towards
others. It is a failure to even bother to love. No one likes to feel
manipulated, criticized, and fixed. When we narcissistically make someone
conform to our thoughts and identity, we generate ill will and negative
responses towards us. We cause the person to get angry with us because we heap
impossible expectations upon them. In other words, we cause them to sin.
We
begin to succeed when we allow others the creative freedom to carry out their
responsibility as they see it. We have to let them communicate their visions
and schemes to us while we listen anew. We can learn to credit the other
person’s abilities and give them rewards and compliments. We can celebrate the
talents others bring to the enterprise, if we are courageous enough to respect
the other person’s good intentions. By helping others reach their potential, we
quicken the way to meeting our own. We have to understand that we are mostly on
the same page with one another; our task is to step back and let the good
actions unfold.
Joshua and John had to step out of
the way and allow something greater to play out. As hard as we try to define
boundaries, the spirit is going to act without regard of our plans and
expectations. The church realizes it must do this, but we cannot criticize the
church when we have our personal work to do. Find a way this week of respecting
another person’s autonomy and story by letting the person truly be a completely
other person made up of his or her own life experiences, thoughts, and
feelings. Sincerely ask them about their lives and you will find you will
authentically care for them with great ease.
Themes for this Week’s Masses
First
Reading: The church turns to the Book of Job to describe
the ways of God in the midst of great suffering. Satan appears to God with other
angels and asks God to put the righteous Job to the test. If great calamity
comes his way, he will surely blaspheme the Lord. God agrees to the test, but
declares that while everything around Job can be destroyed, no harm is to come
to Job. His livelihood is destroyed; four of his children are killed in a freak
accident. Job laments his suffering and questions why he was born in the face
of such a horrible life. Job speaks to his friends about the cause of his
misfortune in the face of God’s wisdom. Job will not put God to the test. He
questions God’s mysterious ways and he knows deeply that his vindicator lives.
God will come to his aid. After Job’s many complaints, God addresses him
forcefully. Job is quieted in the face of God’s omnipotent knowledge. Job
repents in defeat. He will never know the reasons why a just, innocent person
suffers before an all-knowing, all-powerful God. As the days go on, Job’s
fortune is restored.
Gospel:
As Jesus is teaching his friends how to
be the best servant-disciple, he picks us a child and instructs the disciple on
how to live like the most neglected ones in society. When told of an
unauthorized person casting out demons in his name, Jesus says to let him be.
He is with us in this important ministry. Humility is a key for effective
discipleship. As people petition Jesus to let them join him on the way, he
cautions them that the Son of Man has not place to lay his head or to call
home. Most people want to be rooted in society, but a disciple of Jesus has to
be prepared to go anywhere in the kingdom. Jesus appointed seventy-two
disciples to go out in pairs for the harvest of souls. He gave them behavioral
instructions when they were received or rejected from a village. If anyone
fails to offer hospitality, they will face a great wrath. Other towns repented
and were converted. God will extoll them. Jesus then receives the seventy-two
who returned from their missions. He listened to their joyful successes and
gave thanks to the Father for revealing his grace to those who were simple and
open-hearted.
Saints of the Week
September 30: Jerome, priest and doctor (342-420), studied
Greek and Latin as a young man after his baptism by Pope Liberius. He learned
Hebrew when he became a monk and after ordination he studied scripture with
Gregory Nazianzen in Constantinople. He became secretary to the Pope when he
was asked to translate the Bible into Latin.
October 1: Teresa of Avila, doctor (1873-1897),
entered the Carmelites at age 15 and died at age 24 from tuberculosis. During
her illness, Pauline, her prioress, asked her to write about her life in the
convent. These stories are captured in "The Story of a Soul." He
focused on her "little way" of pursuing holiness in everyday life.
October 2: The Guardian Angels are messengers and
intermediaries between God and humans. They help us in our struggle against
evil and they serve as guardians, the feast we celebrate today. Raphael is one
of the guardians written about in the Book of Tobit. A memorial was added to
the Roman calendar In 1670 in thanksgiving for their assistance.
October 3: Francis Borgia, S.J. became a duke at
age 33. When his wife died and his eight children were grown, he joined the
Jesuits. His preaching brought many people to the church and when he served as
Superior General, the Society increased dramatically in Spain and Portugal. He
established many missions in the new territories.
October 4: Francis of Assisi (1181-1226) was from
the wealthy Bernardone family who sold silk cloths. After serving as soldier as
a prisoner of war, Francis chose to serve God and the poor. He felt called to
repair God's house, which he thought was a church. His father was angry that he
used family money so he disinherited him. He began to preach repentance and
recruited others to his way of life. His order is known for poverty,
simplicity, humble service, and delighting in creation.
October 6: Bruno, priest (1030-1101), became a
professor at Rheims and diocesan chancellor. He gave up his riches and began to
live as a hermit with six other men. They had disdain for the rampant clerical
corruption. The bishop of Grenoble gave them land in the Chartreuse Mountains
and they began the first Carthusian monastery. After serving in Rome for a few
years, Bruno was given permission to found a second monastery in Calabria.
This Week in
Jesuit History
·
Sep 30, 1911. President William Howard
Taft visited Saint Louis University and declared the football season open.
·
Oct 1, 1546. Isabel Roser was released
from her Jesuit vows by St Ignatius after eight months.
·
Oct 2, 1964. Fr. General Janssens
suffered a stroke and died three days later. During his generalate, the Society
grew from 53 to 85 provinces, and from 28,839 to 35,968 members.
·
Oct 3, 1901. In France, religious
persecution broke out afresh with the passing of Waldeck Rousseau's "Loi d'Association."
·
Oct 4, 1820. In Rome, great troubles
arose before and during the Twentieth General Congregation, caused by Fr.
Petrucci's intrigues. He sought to wreck the Society and was deposed from his
office as Vicar General, though supported by Cardinal della Genga (afterwards
Leo XII).
·
Oct 5, 1981. In a letter to Father
General Arrupe, Pope John Paul II appointed Paolo Dezza as his personal
delegate to govern the Society of Jesus, with Fr. Pittau as coadjutor.
·
Oct 6, 1773. In London, Dr James
Talbot, the Vicar Apostolic, promulgated the Brief of Suppression and sent
copies to Maryland and Pennsylvania.
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Prayer: Megan McKenna
Be compassionate and then we may take the bread of compassion at Eucharist with our whole soul and mind and heart. Being compassionate towards others, making neighbors of all peoples in the beginning of communion. We become the friends, the companions of God, those who break bread with God when we break open our lives and care for the needs of our neighbors as God has done with us.
Monday, September 24, 2012
Spirituality: Ignatius' dedication to God
After the night at Montserrat, Ignatius was totally dedicated to God:
God was the center and preoccupation of Ignatius' thoughts, and the object of his special love, and the beloved Person for whom he wanted to do all the little acts which make up daily living. He wanted to be bound irrevocably to God, with the bridges burnt which might lead back to another way of living in which he might have interests other than God - God and [all others] for whom Jesus Christ had shed His blood.
(Ganss, Constitutions, p. 15)
God was the center and preoccupation of Ignatius' thoughts, and the object of his special love, and the beloved Person for whom he wanted to do all the little acts which make up daily living. He wanted to be bound irrevocably to God, with the bridges burnt which might lead back to another way of living in which he might have interests other than God - God and [all others] for whom Jesus Christ had shed His blood.
(Ganss, Constitutions, p. 15)
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Prayer: Catharine of Genoa
O love, your bonds are so sweet and so strong... so firm and so close that they are never broken. Those who are bound by this chain are so united that they have but one will and one aim... In this union there is no difference between rich and poor, between nation and nation. All contradiction is excluded, for by this love crooked things are made straight and difficulties reconciled.
Prayer: Gregory of Nazianzus
If you are healthy and rich, alleviate the need of the one who is sick and poor;
If you have not fallen, help the one who has fallen and lives in suffering;
If you are happy, console the one who is sad;
If you are unfortunate, help the one who has been bitten by misfortune.
If you have not fallen, help the one who has fallen and lives in suffering;
If you are happy, console the one who is sad;
If you are unfortunate, help the one who has been bitten by misfortune.
Saturday, September 22, 2012
Prayer: Francis de Sales
If you happen to do something you regret, humble yourself quietly before God and try to regain your gentle composure. Say to your soul, "There, we have made a mistake, but let's go on now and be more careful. Then, when you are inwardly peaceful, don't miss the opportunity to perform as many acts of gentleness as you can, no matter how small these acts may seem, for, as our Lord says, "To the person who is faithful in little things, greater ones will be given.
Friday, September 21, 2012
Prayer: Francis de Sales
When charity is united and joined to faith, it vivifies it.... Just as the soul cannot remain in the body without producing vital actions, so charity cannot be united to our faith without performing works conforming to it.
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Prayer: Dorothy Day
We know God in the breaking of bread and we are not alone any
more. Heaven is a banquet and life is a banquet too, even with a crust, where
there is companionship.
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Twenty-Fifth Sunday in Ordinary Time
September 23, 2012
Wisdom 2:12, 17-20;
Psalm 54; James 3:16-4:3; Mark 9:30-37
In politics we elect a person who
represents our ideals and is someone just like us. We want to relate easily to
the person who will lead us. We do not elect pompous or self-righteous people.
The author of Wisdom writes that many evil people are suspicious of the ‘just’
person and sets out to test that person’s character. If person is
self-righteous, encircled adversaries are ready to pounce on his or her first
mistake and bring the person down to their level; If the person is righteous
because of openness to God and genuine love for neighbors, God will defend this
person. Therefore, the ‘just’ person has a guarantee that he or she will be tested
and will be made to suffer.
Jesus, the Just One from God,
announces he is to suffer before his death and he will rise on the third day.
His disciples do not understand what he is saying and they let the conversation
drop. Silence reigns when we are unprepared to hold another person’s suffering.
Jesus calls children to himself and as he embraces one of them says that the
true leader, the true just one, has to be ready to welcome all others in the
way he welcomes an innocent child. A true disciple places the concerns of
others before one’s own and does not act out of one’s unmet needs. Jesus says
that both hospitality and service to others are the examples of mercy that God
desires.
In the second reading, James tells
us that disorder and undesirable behaviors arise from unmet needs. Wars and
conflict, writes James, arise from one’s passions. All conflicts we have on a
personal level (even national and international) are because we act out of our
unmet needs. Too often, we react first. We say things in haste we regret. We
speak in pent-up anger because we do not immediately confront our annoyance and
ask for an altered behavior from our offender. We act passive-aggressively to
show that we are upset instead of bringing our anger directly to the person who
caused it.
It is good when we allow ourselves
time for sufficient reflection before we respond. We want to respond rather
than react. This is what healthy, happy adults are able to do. You have to flag
the behavior of the person who offends you and put them on notice that in the
very near future you want to talk about the ways their behavior made you feel.
It sets us a conversation where understanding, enrichment, and reconciliation
are possible. It communicates your unmet needs to them and it gives the other
person helpful information about what you need and lack. You give a person the
chance to respond in a loving way. A generous person will give you what you
need if it is possible.
A good question to ask ourselves
each day is: “What do I need today?” However, make it specific and personal. “What
do I need in my relationship with God? What do I need in my relationship with
Suzanne? What are my hopes for a relationship with Clarence?” We help ourselves
when we examine our whole relationship and learn how to maneuver through those
particular boundary violations without getting stuck there. We need to bring
what we need and want to the table of discussion, while realizing that the
other person needs freedom to bring what he or she needs and wants to the table
as well. A secondary question then is, “What does Suzanne/Clarence need and
want?” After some reflection on this, it is good to simply ask them because
undoubtedly their answer will be different from the one you imagine for them.
Freedom has to be operative in a healthy friendship.
James writes, “The wisdom from above
is first of all pure, then peaceable, gentle, compliant, full of mercy and good
fruits, without inconstancy or insincerity. And the fruit of righteousness is
sown in peace for those who cultivate peace.” This is the innocent goodness Jesus
models for us and asks us to follow. It leads to a righteousness that comes
from God – and that is all that matters for we will have peace within our
hearts and with our neighbors. We will know it because all manner of things
will be in harmony, but bringing about peace and residing in peace is
difficult, continuous work. It is worth it, but it means always striving to be
in right relations with your neighbor and yourself. Tell Christ what you need
today. Ask him to help you get it.
Themes for this Week’s Masses
First
Reading: The author of Proverbs instructs a young person to
respect fully the needs on one’s neighbor and stay on the path of
righteousness. Envy not the one who chooses a path that seems to be of
advantage. It generally leads to foolishness and destruction. The author gives aphorisms to help a person
remember a particular truth when in a time of choice. He cautions against
denying God through speaking falsehoods because misspoken words can lead to a
person’s dismay; he asks that God favors him with his law. ~ Ecclesiastes, the
preacher, reminds the reader that everything is as fleeting as one’s breath.
The only thing that endures is God’s presence; all other things pass away. There
is a time for everything in life, even the cyclical nature of opposites. The
task of a human is to find happiness in the midst of the patterns of the
seemingly futile swings of life. ~ For the feast of the angels, Daniel’s
visions reveal the heavenly presence of angels who do their best to protect the
kingship.
Gospel:
Jesus tells his disciples to be like the
light that shines its goodness to dark places. Everything good that is hidden
will be revealed for everyone to see its fine qualities. As Jesus is speaking,
his befuddled Mother and brothers try to approach him to bring him home and to
silence him from say embarrassing statements. Jesus claims that anyone who does
the will of God is his Mother or brothers or sisters. He then summons the
Twelve together to give them authority over demons and the power to cure
diseases. They are sent to proclaim the Kingdom of God with instructions designed
to protect them and provide credibility to their ministry. Herod the tetrarch hears
about Jesus and asks about him. His advisers think he is John the Baptist reincarnated,
or Elijah, or one of the prophets. After this, Jesus asks his disciples, “Who
do you say that I am?” When Peter replies ‘the Christ,’ Jesus once again
predicts his passion. ~ On the feast of the angels, Nathanael is the one who
identifies Jesus as the Son of God, the King of Israel. The angels rejoice.
Saints of the Week
September 23: Pio of Pietrelcina, priest (1887-1968)
was affectionately named Padre Pio and was a Capuchin priest who received the
stigmata (wounds of Christ) just as Francis of Assisi did. He founded a
hospital and became the spiritual advisor to many at a monastery at San
Giovanni Rotondo.
September 26: Cosmas and Damian, martyrs
(d. 287), were
twins who became doctors. They were noted because they never charged anyone a medical
fee. They died in the Diocletian persecution. Great miracles have been
attributed to them and the Emperor Justinian is claimed to be healed through
their intercession.
September 27: Vincent de Paul, priest
(1581-1660), was
a French peasant who selected to be chaplain at the Queen's household after his
ordination. He provided food and clothing to the poor, including prostitutes,
the sick, disabled, and homeless. He founded the Congregation of Missions
(Vincentians) to preach and train clergy and he co-founded the Daughters of
Charity with Louise de Marillac.
September 28: Wenceslaus, martyr
(907-929), was
raised a Christian by his grandmother while his mother and brother were opposed
to Christianity. His brother opposed him when he became ruler of Bohemia in
922. He introduced strict reforms that caused great dissatisfaction among
nobles and political adversaries. His brother invited him to a religious
ceremony where he was killed in a surprise attack.
September 28: Lawrence Ruiz and 15 companion martyrs (seventeenth century), were killed in
Nagasaki, Japan during 1633 and 1637. Most of these Christians were friends of
the Dominicans. Lawrence, a Filipino, was a husband and father. He and these
other missionaries served the Philippines, Formosa, and Japan.
September 29: Michael, Gabriel, and Raphael, archangels
are long a part of Christian and Jewish scripture. Michael is the angel who
fights against evil as the head of all the angels; Gabriel announces the
messiah's arrival and the births of Jesus and John the Baptist; and Raphael is
a guardian angel who protects Tobias on his journey. Together, they are
venerated to represent all the angels during a three-day period.
This Week in
Jesuit History
·
Sep 23, 1869. Woodstock College of the
Sacred Heart opened. With 17 priests, 44 scholastics, and 16 brothers it was
the largest Jesuit community in the United States at the time.
·
Sep 24, 1566. The first Jesuits entered
the continental United States at Florida. Pedro Martinez and others, while
attempting to land, were driven back by the natives, and forced to make for the
island of Tatacuran. He was killed there three weeks later.
·
Sep 25, 1617. The death of Francisco
Suarez. He wrote 24 volumes on philosophy and theology. As a novice he was
found to be very dull, but one of his directors suggested that he ask our
Lady's help. He subsequently became a person of prodigious talent.
·
Sep 26, 1605. At Rome, Pope Paul V
orally declared St Aloysius to be one of the "Blessed." The official
brief appeared on October 19.
·
Sep 27, 1540. Pope Paul III signed the
Bull, Regimini Militantis Ecclesiae,
which established the Society of Jesus.
·
Sep 28, 1572. Fifteen Jesuits arrived
in Mexico to establish the Mexican Province. They soon opened a college.
·
Sep 29, 1558. In the Gesu, Rome, and
elsewhere, the Jesuits began to keep Choir, in obedience to an order from Paul
IV. This practice lasted less than a year, until the pope's death in August,
1559.
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Prayer: Katharine Drexel
You
have no time to occupy your thoughts with complacency or consideration of what
others will think. Your business is simply, "What will my God in heaven
think?"
Monday, September 17, 2012
Prayer: Aelred of Rievaulx
In
friendship are joined honor and charm, truth and joy, sweetness and good-will,
affection and action. And all these take their beginning from Christ, advance
through Christ, and are perfected in Christ.
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Time to Go
Summer is waning. Changes occur imperceptibly except for the
one who slows down to take in the sensory world. A cool front has swept over
New England giving hints of the chilly nights and warm days ahead. This
morning’s sky is deep blue due to the absence of clouds. A mild breeze washes
over the deciduous trees whose leaves are beginning to blush. Near the pond’s
edge small trees display its mild yellow and orange serving notice of the
splendor yet to be unveiled.
Sitting inside the courtyard of Campion Center in
Massachusetts, I take time to prepare myself for my upcoming journey. Campion
houses a retreat center, a health-care facility for elderly and infirm Jesuits,
and an active Jesuit community. I’ve often enjoyed visiting this place before I
entered the Jesuits because of the stillness that pervades the inner and outer
spaces. This afternoon the Jesuits will honor their jubilarians for their
dedicated service to the people of God over the years. Seasons change. Some
priests are celebrating the end of their ministry while I am entering into the
heart of mine.
I pause to catch my breath before I enter the vigorous
transition of moving to an ancient part of the world. I sit in the courtyard
created by Brother Jim McDavitt who forged strong relationships over the years
in the development office. I sit on a bench dedicated by Linda and Liz,
colleagues of Jim’s and friends of mine. The sun warms the early morning
breeze. The smells and bells of a just-completed Mass fills the courtyard.
Subdued sounds of insects give way to the more pleasant chirping of a few
orioles. The edges of summer flowers are browed while hardy autumn petals
persevere. White Rhododrendra show promise of an autumn bloom. The stone
fountain at the center bubbles away. It is a simmering percolation that can go
unnoticed as it periodically spills water down its stone base. All feels still,
except that somehow everything knows that change is coming. Summer has ceased
and life continues in a hardier way.
Like the Jubilarians who look back on their life’s work,
I’ve spent this summer assembling the pieces of my life and getting new pieces
of the puzzle. Yesterday I was at a party given to me by my family. It was a
festive time reminiscent of the days when we were young. I also drove by my old
school and revisited roads that once housed childhood friends. Memories upon
memories percolated like that fountain in Campion’s courtyard. I recalled those
autumn days when I walked home from soccer practices along a four and a half
mile stretch along the state forest that contained barely ten houses. I was
always drawn deeply into myself when I was immersed in the colorful foliage.
Words fail when I try to capture the transcendent feelings. All I know is that
I feel glad to be alive. All manner of things are reoriented to their proper
place when I allow myself to sense the world around me.
I have been undeservedly awash in care and gratitude this
summer. Meals, visits, walks, and meaningful conversations have prepared me for
my imminent venture. As I stripped away my life’s possessions, these acts of
kindness have filled the space. I treasure the cards and thoughtfulness I
received from many loved ones. I wish I were able to repay them for their
inexhaustible good deeds!
I’m prepared to leave. In Ignatius’ Suscipe, his prayer of offering oneself to God, he petitions
the Lord to take his liberty, memory, will, understanding, and all that one has
and possesses. It has inspired many Jesuits and friends for centuries, but it
is harder to do than one imagines. I want to keep my will because I want to be
able to choose. I want to keep my freedom because I have worked hard for my own
personal freedom and I’m thankful my country protects my civil freedoms. I want
to keep my understanding because it helps me to become enriched, and I want to
keep my memory because they contain memories of you, friends, and loved ones.
To rid oneself of possessions is not easy because we collect
things that will be useful in the future and remind us of meaningful times,
places, and people. Intellectually, I recognize that all is God’s. All is gift.
Emotionally, I find I am attached in ways that need more freedom to enter.
However, Christ has told me he will save those important memories for me better
than any object can, better than I can. I have to keep moving in the direction
of trust. His presence is the best gift to me because we will move through this
journey together. In my prayer, I see him talking with Ignatius and they assure
me of their brotherly solidarity with me. I find this is a real test of who I
am. I feel secure in the line of many Jesuit missionaries dating back to Xavier
to the East and to the many who discovered the New World. I am proud to be a
Jesuit and I pray that Christ and Ignatius are proud of me.
My prayer is that I remain open to God’s graces. I want to
experience the abiding presence of Christ and Ignatius each day. I want to ask,
“Where are you, O Christ, in my life today?” I know I will be preoccupied with
the transitions’ trial. Therefore, I pray that Christ be the pervading
stillness that reorients everything in my life. I pray that Christ looks after
my family and loved ones and that he keeps us connected to one another. I pray
that everyone continues to move towards greater freedom and a healthy, happy
life. I pray for the individual intentions that many have brought to me. I pray
that we come to know Christ and the power of his resurrection. Seasons change;
Christ remains eternal.
It is time to embark on a new adventure. Lots will unfold
before us. I simply ask Christ to help me go in the direction of his embrace where
there is singing and rejoicing and where tears are dried and weeping has
ceased. He makes all things new. Let’s behold the many graces given to us. Let’s
go forward carrying each other in our hearts.
For the Greater Glory
of God.